ToDaY i am experiencing happiness... As against relationships as i am, I have found myself in one and it is rather confusing. I feel awkward and unsure... how do you KNOW you are in LOVE? do you just FEEL it? and if you feel SOMETHING, is that good enough? what if you REALLY feel something while fuking? now that is something NEW to me... I LOVE FUKING and try NEVER to FEEL anything for my LUVAs other than PLeAsure... i usually try NOT to love the people i fuk and try not to fuk the people i love.... and HERE I AM IN FUKING LOVE.... and me thinks it's great! :)

Finally a relationship where the sex is O'PLENTY and i dont have to sneak out before he wakes up to avoid the uncomfortable "morning after show" <-- the one where you both act like you didnt just use each other to bust a nut...


Last night we had sex at 3:39am and again at 4:20am.... cant even sleep next to him without getting wet


i have found myself constantly holding his penis like most people hold hands... trying to break myself of that before meeting his parents (yikes!)


I love his penis, i love his ass and the small of his back, i love the look of pleasure in his beautiful blue eyes... i love squeezing the muscles of his ass and hips as he thrusts his girthly cock in and out of me... the man can fuk like Ron Jeremy, has the girth of a yam and is sooooo tender on top of it all...


(happy, happy, happy!)